Nowhere Left to Fall (The Nowhere Trilogy Book 1) by Kat Mizera

Author:Kat Mizera [Mizera, Kat]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2019-09-09T18:30:00+00:00

My guitar was fantastic. It was a simple acoustic made by an unknown manufacturer and perfect for our island retreat. I’d sit on the patio at night while the sun was setting and serenade Erik, Sandor, and Aziz. I’d play classic rock favorites, my own songs, and even a few Greek staples like “Never on Sunday,” which everyone knew the words to and made us all smile as we sang. We relaxed, swam in the sea, ate wonderful food, and it became our private island in a way. No one bothered us, not even when we went out, and though Aziz and Sandor stayed vigilant, we fell into a wonderful routine. Especially Erik and me. Living together came to us as easily as breathing, and for the first time as an adult, I was deeply in love.

I’d loved Nick as a teenager, but the sexual relationship we had while touring was more convenient than romantic. My first sexual partner was one of Nick’s cousins, Ace Ross, and I’d given him my virginity a week or so before leaving for the Marines. It was that broken heart that led me to Nick, and with the exception of a one-night stand in Paris once, that had been the extent of my love and dating life. Erik was different though. There was no doubt this was serious, deeply emotional, and permanent. I knew deep down there would never be anyone else for me and as wonderful as it was, it scared the hell out of me. How did you love someone this much without repercussions? What if he didn’t love me the same way? What if this was a love affair for him, but not the forever kind? And how did you bring that kind of thing up? I tried not to think about it, or at least not overthink it, but it was hard.

Curling into his arms as we went to bed on our last night in Crete, a feeling of dread came over me that I couldn’t explain. I told myself it was stupid, but it didn’t go away, and I lay awake a long time that night.

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